Abby Thorpe

2001 - 2001
LocationNorwich
Age0
Date of Birth20/05/2001
Date of Death20/05/2001
Visitors499 since 07/04/2009
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Abigail would have been my 4th baby if i had not made the hardest choice i had to make.
I had a MC (Jack) then i had Daniel age 18 then i had Ashley 13 months later, i was a single mum to
2 babies and was 19 years old and here i was pregnant again with Ash being newborn.
I knew this one was a little girl as i wasnt sick from day one and knew id call my 1st daughter
Abigail. I fretted for days on end and turned to my family for advice.
This baby was unwanted by the Dad and my eldest son was being seen by docs as they knew he had
Autism.. i had to make the choice to terminate for my fmaily.
I cryed for days, i clutched my belly and i sobbed , but when i looked into the future i saw
struggle and i saw my boys not having what i could give them
I went to the family planning clinic, they shew me my teeny little bundle on the screen
WAs pure torture.
It looked like a little bean, no legs or arms or naything, which helped me but did not ease my
pain.
When i went to hospital the dad came, i remember wanting a mirical to happen so i didnt have to go
through this, i cryed alot and then id snap out of it and become cold.
I was hoping it wouldnt happen but my body went into auto drive.

Afterwards i woke up and i was begging in my mind that they would not have been able to do it , but
they had.
I sobebd for days and never saw the dad again.
I was not offered councelling or naything, just left to deal with it on my own, so i stopped talking
about my babies .
When i did talk of them sometimes and made them a memorial together, i made up names for them as i
felt wrong naming my babies , esp Abigail , but i never remembered the names i had made up as these
were not my babies names.
So here i am sharing her for real
My biggest regret , but i made the choice at the time.


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Tribute For This Weekend


WE MISS YOU

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If luck was a raindrop
I'd send you a shower,
If hope is a minute
I'd send you an hour,

If happiness is a leaf
I'd give you a tree,
And if you need a friend
You will always have me.

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This morning when I wakened
And saw the sun above,
I Softly said, “Good Morning Lord,
...Bless everyone I love!”
Right away I thought of you
And said a loving prayer
That He would bless you specially
And keep you free from care!
I thought of all the happiness
A day could hold in store;
I wished it all for you because
No one deserves it more!
I felt so warm and good inside
My heart was all aglow---
I know God heard my prayer for you
---He hears them all you know!

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We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.

I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.

I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.

I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.

I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.

So smile when you think of me
And wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.

I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home.



Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum


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Marie-Angela Rowe June 11, 2009

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The last two weeks have been very difficult
for us as a family, it was Christopher’s
Birthday & Angel Anniversary within 2 days
of each other on the Monday My Father-in-Law celebrated his 81st Birthday sadly on the Tuesday he passed away. The day before what would have been Christopher’s 32nd Birthday


I would like to take this opportunity to thank each
and everyone of you that left messages, candles,
tributes, gifts & photographs on Christopher’s website I read every single one.

You are all truly kind, special, amazing, thoughtful and a wonderful bunch of people that have taken the time to make me feel better when you are all dealing with your own private grief.

Thanks again
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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I Love And Miss You Son

The golden gates stood open
God saw you needed rest,
His garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best

I love you Son
I miss you Son
I think of you Son
You will always be with me.

Wherever I go,
Whatever I do
My day always
Starts and ends with you.

The hardest thing in life to bear,
Is to want your Son and he's not there.
Sorry Son that I still weep
For you I longed to love and keep.

FOR MONDAY


If I Could Travel Back In Time

If I could travel back in time
For maybe just one day,
To talk to you and laugh with you
Before you went away.


I wonder what you'd think of me
And all the things I've done;
If you'd see the child you knew
In the woman I've become.

The memories I have of you
Are fading now and few.
I walk familiar streets to tread
On pavements you walked too.

We never got to say goodbye
All those years ago,
I was too young to understand
You were too ill, and so...

If I could travel back in time
For maybe just one day,
I'd say these words, "I love you Dad"
Before you went away.

FOR TUESDAY

Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe May 31, 2009

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For a Special Angel
A tiny hand we’ll never hold
A child without a name
Your coos and giggles
Won’t touch our ears
But we loved you just the same

The twinkle in your little eyes
Was not for us to see
We longed to hold you in our arms
But it was never to be

Angels now hold your tiny hand
They’ve given you a name
Your coos and giggles grace there ears
But well miss you just the same

Those twinkle in your little eyes
Now light the skies at night
Angels hold you close in loving arms
Your always in there sight

Tiny hands well never hold
We have no reason why
But well always hold you in our hearts
Even though we said good bye

Unknown

Love Mary xxx

Mary Thong-Garner May 29, 2009

♥♥ Happy Birthday Heaven`s Little Princess ♥♥

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Your Wondering If I'll Celebrate
My Birthday (Way Up Here)
I Know Your Missing Me Today
I Feel Your Essence Near.

God Planned A Special Day For Me
He Told Me With A Wink
he Ordered Me A Special Cake
(It's Angel Food I Think)

Im Getting Lots Of Hugs From God
He's Really Good At That
And Every Time That I Walk By
He Gives My Head A Pat

Balloons Will Fill The Streets For Me
They Float Up Through The Clouds
And We Have Lots Of Clowns Up Here
That Make Us Laugh Out Loud

There's A Birthday Carousel
Jeweld Horses Ride The Wind
With Music Playing. Ho So Sweet....
The Magic Never Ends

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♥♥ Heaven`s Little Princess ♥♥
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…..*..lovelovelo…* ***♥♥ Heaven`s Little Princess ♥♥
…*..lovelovelove….*
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You are mammy`s little princess
But you’re in heaven now
She dream`s that she could hold you
And wish`s she knew how

You will always be your mammy`s princess
She’ll always keep you in her heart
Until some day she see`s you
Then you`s won’t be apart

So be happy little princess
In Gods heaven up above
And everyday till you meet again
She will send you all her love

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A ♥=Always In our Hearts ♥
B ♥=Beautiful Little princess ♥
B ♥=Baby angel ♥
Y ♥=Your our special angel ♥

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♥♥ TINY LITTLE HALO ♥♥

Tiny little fingers
Tiny little toes
Tiny rosebud lips of pink
A miracle I know
I couldn't wait to see you
And hold you close to me
But found, instead, that some things
Are never meant to be
Tiny little halo
Above your tiny head
I know that God has chosen you
To be with him instead

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♥ Goodnight Godbless Abby ♥
♥ Sweetdreams Baby Angel ♥
♥ Love Tina (Callum Coulson`s Mammy)♥

Tina Coulson May 20, 2009

BABY ANGEL
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Sleep baby angel
Rest your tired eyes
& let me tell you a story
Or sing a lullaby
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See you were too precious
For this world to keep
So now I leave you
In eternal sleep
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What do you dream of
I wish I could know,
How I long to see you
And watch you grow,
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Your my baby angel
You will never grow old
But what I would give for
One last hold xxx
♥ Copyright© Amanda Baird 2009.

Amanda Baird May 20, 2009

Dear All,

As this is going to be a difficult week for our family I am lighting the candles & tribute for this week today.
I want to make sure all your angels don’t miss out on the candles and tributes I hope you all understand

I will be back on Sunday with Monday’s candle

It would have been Christopher’s Birthday on Wednesday, he was on his way home from having a drink to celebrate his 27th Birthday when the accident happened and sadly he died 2 days later.

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In our hearts your memory lingers
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear angel
That we do not think of you.

For Mon

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We know that you're beside us,
In everything we do,
But life's just not the same
Now that we've lost you

For Tues

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Things I feel most deeply
Are the hardest things to say
My dearest one, I love you
In a very special way

For Wed

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Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure

For Thur

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Tribute For The Weekend

I'm sending a dove to heaven
With a parcel on its wings.
Be careful how you open it
It’s full of beautiful things

Inside are a million kisses
Wrapped up in a million hugs
To say how much you mean to us
And send you all our love

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Babies are angels
That fly to earth
Their wings disappear
At the time of there birth

One look in their eye
And we're never the same
They're part of us now
And that part has a name

That part is your heart
And a bond that won’t sever
Our babies are angels
And we love them forever

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It happens without warning
Time and time again
I go along and join the flow
But still remember when

You were there to share it all
That made it all worth while
The memories keep flooding back
And once again I smile

Then reality returns to me
And once again your gone
If only this little dream I have
Could simply just go on

I try and hide the heartache
But I feel it none the less
These are my words I send to you
I MISS YOU……..

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Just the average family
We didn't ask for more.
Then life was changed completely
With that knock upon our door.

This awful thing had happened
And none of us knew why.
You were never coming back again
And we didn't say goodbye.

Our world just fell to pieces
We cried with disbelief.
We had to stick together
To overcome our grief.

We'll never understand it
It all seems so unfair.
We wish we'd hear that knock again
And see you standing there.

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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe May 19, 2009

just 4 you xxx

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Emma Mummy Of Charlotte April 21, 2009

♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ HEAVEN ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆
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Heaven would not be Heaven
Without the children there,
Playing hide and seek in pearly mists
Free from every pain and care.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their carefree rapture,
Scrambling through the fluffy clouds
Each happy moment to capture
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Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their shouts and laughter
Echoing across Elysian fields
As starbursts they chase after
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their joyful choir
Ringing through celestial realms
Sweet voices rising ever higher
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their radiant light,
Undimmed by earths murky shades
Their robes shining bright.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their smiles of pleasure,
Bearing sheaves of rainbow flowers
The children are Heaven's treasure.
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆

Amanda Baird April 7, 2009

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SOME CHOICES ARE VERY HARD TO MAKE BUT I THINK YOU WHERE VERY BRAVE TO MAKE IT A BIG HUG & LOVE FROM ONE MOTHER TO ANOTHER XXX

Lynn Armstrong April 7, 2009

i often think of you darling your as much loved as all my children xxxxxx

Claire Marritt (Mummy) April 7, 2009
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